I’m sorry it’s been so long since I’ve given attention to my blog! I really used to look forward to having my thoughts and opinions out for myself and others to read. This seems so awkward… but usually once I get started it just all starts flowing out. So much has happened since October of last year, it would take me hours to tell you all about everything, but here it is in a nutshell.

I went to my husbands 25th High School reunion in February, what a weird disaster that turned out to be, not that night itself but all the goings on afterward, Ive been diagnosed with a mood disorder and i’m currently in therapy, and taking mood stabilizing drugs. My Fibromyalgia is tolerable, and not the main focus of my life, although the pain persists, and the discomfort is disheartening sometimes.

I’ve found new outlets for my Atheism, (online) friends with like beliefs and ideas, and I enjoy the freethinkers in my life very much. It ticks me off that Christians sucked me in to believing craziness, and that I just wanted to be accepted by the Jesus club, but ya know, ya live you learn, you research, you use common sense, and you move on from the theological brainwashing being done to the masses around the world!

My husband and I are having a very hard time communicating. I’m in therapy learning how to figure out my life and the people in it and he is just content sticking his head in the proverbial sand, and Its hard to accept, that he wont communicate any of his feelings, besides whats for dinner and did you start the laundry. Seriously, I know he has a deep ocean, but its all walled up, for his protection, not mine. I get that, but at the same time, I’m 43 years old and tired of the status quo, I deserve better, and so does he. We are making plans for couples therapy, and that should be very interesting, very.

My kids are doing pretty well, Britt is on her own and happy, Hayleigh lives at home still and has a serious boyfriend, and C.J. has been dealing with depression, but he started a great medication that has him feeling great. I’m leaving out some drama here, because really, I just don’t want to deal with it today, maybe another day, understandable right?

The pets are all doing well… 🙂 Hayleigh has a new dog named Zelda, aka Poopy, she is 4 months old now and is an Australian Shepherd/Fox Terrier mix and as cute as you ever saw. One of her eyes is partly blue, shes a hot mess! LOL

Well that’s it in general, for now except to say that I’ll have some political posts coming soon, and will be posting regularly.

Life is good!

aka Poopy~